mood: very disturbed

i dont really have anything to blog these few days. i cant think of anything. because the fats in my tummy is so much that it even occupied the space in my brain causing me unable to think as you can see now that i am talking rubbish for this very first paragraph of this entry.

i am not gonna wear nicely fit tops now. dont say:"it will help to remind you not to eat too much"
cause even if my tummy is empty, you still can see that it is big.

maybe guys wont wanna see the next 3 paragraph after this paragraph cos its a girl stuff. but i know after you see this paragraph, the more you are dying to know what is it. so dont say "why are you saying this kinda stuff in your blog?" cos i've already warned you.

i think part of the reason (nono. is biggest part of the reason) is that my period hasnt come. i've miss my period for like 3 weeks and 3 days already. like wtf? also, this is part of the reason im starting to get grumpy. haha. girls get grumpy when they come period. i get grumpy before period comes.

and why i missed my period for so long? ask my body system. LOL. i guess its because of my sudden jogging 3 days a week exercise. sudden change in metabolism or what ever shit. then i didnt continue. instead i stopped after a month of jogging. why? if you have been a regular of my blog, you'd know. it is because of my back. and metabolism rate changes again and tadah~ it affects the hormones i think?

so, yea. i missed my period for that long. and i guess all the blood is accumulating in the where-the-blood-is-area-of-my-body. therefore its getting bigger. then soon it will burst out like how a balloon bursts. of course not lah. im just afraid it'll come on the class chalet day. then song ga lao sai (shiok until get diarrhoea) ah.


finally today i get to see baby again. we went to vivo. i see alot of chocolatessssssssssssssssss! cadbury chocolate bar filled with caramellllllllllllll i've been searching high and low for it since the past 98326724239578 years i last had it in my mouth.

i seriously wanted to buy but thanks to baby i saved $4.90 lol. cos i still have 2 bars waiting for me in the fridge lah. this one should be there at least until i finish that 2 bars of mine which will be like until next year? maybe not even this year end cos there's a humongous monster in my house who have been eyeing that 2 bars of chocolate for the last few months it had been laying there in the fridge.

wait until 20th. i chiong treadmill ah. nbnbnbnbnbnbnbnbnb!!! chiong treadmill everyday, fats all go away.

actually for this phrase right, you can fit in anything you want before "day" and "away". you just got to get the syllabus right. how come? cos "everyday" and "away" rhymes. so no matter what you put infront of them, they'll sound right.

i wish my tummy will shrink to the size i want before i wake up tomorrow morning and remain that size forever. wish only~